Life is boring especially nowadays .. Everyday I sit at home, watch movies and sometimes I go out with my friends but still, amidst all this so call ‘fun’, whenever my mind wonders towards the my SPM, my stomach squirms and I try not think about it but that, is literally impossible… half of me wants the result to come out earlier so that I can get rid of this feeling but the other half, keeps on saying that  it is better for it to come out later. Somehow another I agree with the latter.

   Even life has started to feel meaningless, I wake up everyday and often wonder- What am I going to do today? And the answer is plain and simple- Nothing! The only days I actually look forward to, aren’t the days when I go out with friends but the days when there is English Premier League football and until recently, champions league football… Even I myself do not know why I enjoy watching 22 people chase after the same ball when each of them can actually buy their own ones.

            Since the field opposite school has been destroyed, playing football is actually something near impossible.My other salvation which is football every Friday with Fong, Lum, Hing Seng, Kel Jian , Tay, Wei Sheng and others who I am too lazy too mention might stop occuring one day if the authorities decide to destroy that field also …

             For my own health and life, I sincerely hope that I March 17 comes fast because if it doesn’t , I might start growing roots to this chair.