i wish to examine my feelings about this matter,
but somehow, i cant
i think about it,
and the idiosyncrasy of her behaviour makes me close out everything,
forming a brick wall around myself,
an icy barrier around my heart.
in the end, this search, this pondering into my own feelings comes up with a zilch,
only wasting my time,
something which i do not have in abundance, especially not now,
with the exams around the corner.
It is like my heart is locked up in a cage,
with the key destroyed for all eternity,
until i meet someone,
who shall be the locksmith to create a new key,
replacing this missing one, which isnt irreplaceable and opening the cage once more,
assisting me destroy this cage, wall, barrier,
forever, and ever and ever
As i stare at the horizon,
all i can do is wait for this person, this locksmith to appear into my life.....
and soon, may not be soon enough.....
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